crazy stuipid love...

 since my first girlfriend in high school i have dated and dated going through one relationship after another, each one a little crazier then the last, and each one ending a little worse. until i was at the bottom of the bucket. then i met her, Rachael by far the most attractive girl i had ever met! beautiful, smart, tall, athletic and just a good person, by far someone way out of my league. the real problem though was that i was seeing her best friend Brittany. Now Brittany had just got out of a very serious relationship which at first i thought was a down fall. I soon found out that her bound with her ex would be the key to my happiness. it was the morning of my twenty third birthday and Brittany had asked me to hang out later that day. now at this time i already had a crush on Rachael and not knowing but she also liked me. back to my birthday, that afternoon i was informed Rachael would also be joining us that night. when the two girls arrived at my house we began talking and playing guitar hero. about ten min after they arrived Brittany turned to Rachael and said that her ex boyfriend was at her house and that being awkward for her family she should return home to talk to him. me and Rachael both found this weird, but reluctantly Rachael drove Brittany home. well a little upset i decided not to sit home alone on my birthday so i texted Rachael and we both met up to play basketball. this is about the time i really fell for her.she was so easy to talk and open up to that i couldn't help but feel a strong bound between us. the next night i confessed my feelings for her, she thanked me for being so forthright and also reviled her feelings to me. Rachael grow up in a very religious house hold and i knew in order to date this amazing girl i could not be the reckless person i had been. its only been  a few weeks now but things are better for me then they have been in years. sometimes its not just about the things you will do for a person but about the things you won't do for someone. i have done a lot of crazy things for girls but its the girls worth not doing crazy things for that are the ones really worth holding on too!